Sahna

My incompetence with everything is driving me insane.  I'll read an e-mail or a note to myself reminding myself to do something, and in the 1/8th of a second it takes to close the email/note, I've completely and utterly forgotten what it was I was supposed to do.  When I change clothing in the morning or at night, the moment my pants are unbuttoned I've already forgotten about them, and they sit on the floor because I cannot remember that clothes go in the fucking laundry bag.  When I unlock my door and walk in, after the doorknob turns my brain has dismissed my keys as irrelevant, and I unconsciously put them the first place I come into cont

I feel like I missed summer completely.  "Summer Break" to me has always meant "large amounts of time (3 weeks +) where I can sit on my ass by myself in my room and do absolutely nothing productive." I LIKE doing nothing.  If I could get paid to sit in my PJs and do nothing I would.  This summer, however, I had so much crap happening I didn't get that chance.  I had doctor's appointments at least once a week, for one thing.  For another, my summer started five weeks late and was interrupted by another five week class that I hated.  On top of that, I had 2 weddings (one of which was in Utah and we took a week-long vacation there), friends visi

So my brother just got married, which is pretty exciting.  The wedding was in Salt Lake City, Utah, which is actually a really beautiful place.  He married a Mormon with the biggest, nicest family I have ever encountered and I felt sad leaving, as though they were friends I'd had for a long time even though we just met. It was a very nice ceremony (a little too religousy for my tastes but that's OK...its not my wedding, after all) and it was a GORGEOUS setting up in the mountains, their peaks rearing above our heads.  The weather was perfection itself: not a cloud in the sky, and not hot or cold, just right.  But what I will remember the mos